Kol Nidre

Just got home from Kol Nidre services. It was a good service, but subtly off since the usual rabbi wasn't there (not sure where she went either). I had trouble standing for a long time at some points, so I played the "pregnant ladies get special dispensation" card and sat when I needed to. I am looking forward to bringing Eli to services tomorrow, but I'm also thinking that I might not get too much out of it myself if he's around. But I'm willing to forgive myself for one year of not being as fully grounded in my spiritual ritual as I'd like to be. I think it'll all work out.

Really tired, not enough clarity for good observations. Maybe tomorrow there will be. This holiday certainly is the time for reflection, not to mention atonement. Consider this a placeholder, a mere scratching of the habitual blogging itch. Forgive me.